Hola familia!! Como esta?!
Man, I cannot believe I am
already more than halfway done with my stay here at the MTC. When I first got
here all the elders always told me that the days would seem like weeks and the
weeks would seem like days. I never really believed them, but wow, it is so
true!! It seems like yesterday I was bawling my eyes out saying goodbye to
everyone, but at the same time it seems like yesterday morning happened 20
years ago!! It’s insane how time flies when you are having fun!! :)
So, I guess I should
address the THOUSANDS of questions mom had in her email!! Haha jk mom, I love
you sooooo much!! I have tried to take as many pics as I can, but here at the MTC
there aren’t that many opportunities to get a ton of good pics, but I sure am
trying!! The camera isn’t the best there is... all the pictures are way blurry
and stuff. It is probably just because it has already been through the ringer!
Haha Mom don’t stress about the white strips or the shout cleaner. I got it all
figured out! The wash is going fine. The first week was rough, but now I am
getting the hang of it! Thanks mom and dad for the poster!! It was most
certainly for cuters. Mom, always being so creative! I love it!! I did get my
hair cut last p-day. It actually turned out pretty good and basically exactly
as I wanted it to be, so I am pretty happy about that. Not even close to on the
level of Mads haircuts though!! ;) I was able to see Andrew Keeley this morning,
but I have not yet seen Nater boy! I’ll keep a good look out for him though! It
was so great to hear about their farewells and how amazing they did! That’s
cool, the story about Josh’s car wreck. Seriously... we are looked after if we
are obedient. It’s so true - the blessings we receive when we do what is right!
I hope you all have the best time at Strawberry this week! You guys are so
lucky!! I miss that place! Have fun and be safe! Make sure to send me a bunch
of pictures!! Oh and thank you Brittany and fam for the package!! You guys are
seriously so sweet! It’s the best part of my week when I hear from you! Thanks
to Lacee as well for the “Dear Elder! I hope you are getting settled in and are
doing great! BE SAFE!!! “Dear Elders” are the best... just letting you all know
;)!
How am I really doing, you
ask?? I’m seriously being dead honest when I say I am doing amazing!! Obviously
there is going to be struggles and hard times, when you say you want to quit,
where you just want to take that stupid Spanish book and throw it at the wall
because it doesn’t make sense. However, even thru those struggles you feel the Savior’s
love. It reminds me of that story that Grandpa and Grandma have in their
downstairs bathroom. I’ll give a quick run- down of the story for those who don’t
know what I am talking about. The story kind of goes like this... Ahh, it’s
hard for me to remember the details, but basically there are two pairs of
footprints in the sand.. one is the footprints of the man and the other is the
footprints of the Savior. The Savior is always with us. But the man notices
that during the hard times of his life he only sees one set of footprints. He
asks the Savior, "Why during the hardest times of my life are you not
there? Why do you leave me to fight the struggles by myself?" He is kind
of angry at the Lord. The Savior then replies to him, "Those times when
you only see one set of footprints are when I picked you up and carried you
when you were struggling." Obviously, this isn’t how the story exactly
goes and I know I didn’t get it exact, but I hope you get the basis of it. I think
that story is a perfect representation of how my stay at the MTC so far has
been like. Yeah, I have had some hard times. There are times in the lessons
where we just stare at the investigator because none of us know what the other
is talking about. Or times when kids in the class are being annoying and won’t
let you study. Or even when you are just sitting there missing home. Those are
the times that the Savior carries you. I have felt it and I know that it is
true. A mission would not work solely off the power of an 18 year old kid, but
with the Savior we now can do anything, just like Philippian’s 4:13 says.
So, how am I actually doing? I’M DOING AMAZING!! I’M BEING CARRIED BY THE
SAVIOR! WHAT’S BETTER THAN THAT?!?! (I hope that kind of puts it into
perspective for you mom! :)
Here at the MTC, you don’t
teach real investigators, but you do teach your teachers who are acting as
people that they taught while they were serving on their missions. We teach
this lady named Ines! I love her to death. And even though they aren’t real investigators,
that love is still there! At first when we started teaching her we were kind of
doing rough. Elder P. wasn’t really saying much and so I was trying to answer
her questions when I barely knew what she was asking. It was really hard and I was
very discouraged with myself. One of my teachers noticed that I was discouraged
and brought me aside and we talked and he gave me a lot of good advice about
what I should do and how I should approach my lessons from now on. So we
changed the way we planned and we changed the way we looked at our
investigators and we prepared in a way that would invite the Spirit into the
lessons. The next day we had another lesson with Ines and I was pretty nervous.
I wasn’t sure how it was going to go. I honestly couldn’t tell you what was
said in the lesson or even what we taught about but I do remember the Spirit
that was there. We asked her to pray, which she did willing, and then she just
broke down in tears... embarrassing to say, but so did I! Haha! We invited her
to be baptized and she said yes, and wow, I can’t explain just how much joy I felt
after that lesson. Although she might have just been my teacher, I know the Spirit
touched Ines's heart as well as Hermana M’s. All of our lessons after that day
have gone great! I know the spirit guides us as missionaries. I know that it
isn’t the words of 18 year old boys, but it is the words of God.
I want to share one last
thing. There is something that I really loved when Elder Ryan Ham gave his
farewell and I remember it very well. He said in the scriptures it never once
says fun. But it does say joy over 500 times. This applies directly to what I am
doing here on a mission. I’m not here to have fun. That’s not why we are sent
across the world. But they do call it the best two years for a reason. The joy
that I felt after we taught that lesson to Ines is what the mission is all
about. I will say it a thousand times and I won’t stop, but I love the quote in
our living room about what a mission is. A missionary is someone who leaves their
family for a short period of time so others can be with theirs for eternity.
That is why I am out here, to bring people the same happiness that I have
because of this gospel. I’m not going to New York to see Times Square, or to
get really great pictures, but I want to share joy. I hope you guys feel
through this letter the passion I have about this! This is the true gospel and
it does bring happiness to every single person who lives its teachings. I want
to share my testimony with you guys that our Savior lives and loves us. He is
carrying us. The Book of Mormon is the word of God and it does bring joy! I love
you all so much!! Till next week!
Much love, Elder
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The zone |
Ugly tie day. Sorry Mom! |
The living quarters. (Sorry so messy, I have messy roommates!) |
My nicely made bed every day! |
The tie exchange box, hahaha! |
The dudes |